Many times in my life I feel so alone and unwanted by the world. But I keep it by myself and don’t want to talk about to anyone. I feel like I have no one to trust and want to hear my dramas in life. There are times I want to end my life because of too much sadness and pain I feel about. I am so discouraged so much, but maybe God has always something on me.
There are happenings in our life that we have to accept especially if we cant control over it. There are times in our life that we have to feel the pain to be strong. Its okay to feel tired and rest but giving up is not always a choice. We have to work for ourselves because no one will help us. There is no one to offer help when you are poor and cannot repay them back. The world is unfair, and it will always be. You don’t realize that the more you are weak, people will keep dragging you down and control you. And that is the reality of the world; there are some faces that looks like an angel and get our trust. Once we feel comfortable with them, then they will stab us on our back. We have to be very careful who we trust and open our lives, there are lots of snakes who tries to win us and fool us many times for our failure.
We have to be strong because if we don’t, we will die without fighting for life. There are times that we have to surrender especially if we can’t make it anymore. Pain is just temporary but holding on something will eventually lead us to death.
It was a disaster when I gave up everything about myself for one person. I did not realize that she will still leave me after all I gave to her. I thought we had the same feelings, but I was wrong. I was wrong in my thought and very disappointed with our ending. Maybe there is no real in this world. After my last relationship, I stop my life because I do not know what to do with it anymore. She fooled me to the point that I lost myself so much. It took me years to finally forget and overcome her. It was my pleasure to meet a London escort that made me realize that there are so much more on earth. It was all because of a London Escort I finally move on and look forward to a better life. After I book a London escorts my life change to know more about these girls click for more info